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depressed...

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Not scarred physically
But inside the scars run deep,
Emotional scars that let the tears escape when no one is around.
Cut like a broken mirror
Forever looking into myself,
Trying to figure out what went wrong...

And then a voice tells me everything will be alright
I see your face and feel your touch,
And the pain eases.
You wipe my tears away,
And tell me not to worry...

And the scars begin to heal
I start to feel again, remembering what it means to cry
Remembering what it is to hate,
Remembering what it is to love...

Very slowly the scars begin to fade
And all the time you whisper,
That you will always be there
And everything will be ok...

And one day I WILL be myself again
no more scars
and no more tears,
And I'll know what it means to love...
And I'll know what it means to cry...
And I'll know what it means to be yours...
Forever ♥
I was going through my old msn blogs and I found this written with one of the entries where I had just found out that my now ex boyfriend's new girlfriend was almost 2 months pregnant even though we had only broken up a week before... I was really angry and depressed for quite some time about this... i think a few people were concerned for my health at this point because over the next few blog entries if just got darker and people were telling me to go to counciling and begging me not to do anything stupid... but yeah i dont know if this is any good or not but i thought it was worth putting up so people could see it... it'll go in my scraps soon.
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willow90lawrence's avatar
Don't put it in scraps! It's so good! And I'm really sorry you went through that.